its hard to be thankful in AA sometimes.....it's hard to listen to people with way more material shit than you whine about needing more shit. all i can think is...."if this fucking douchebag had to walk in my shoes for a month, surely his toes would fall off "...... not like i live some hard ghetto thug lifestyle, quite the contrary actually. i am a spoiled child who always gets enough to survive but never works enough to flourish or succeed....i only find myself resenting those falling out of gratitude these days though, huge change for me...ok honestly i am judging the douchebag that tucks his pants into his boots just as much as the fuckhole that pulls up to a meeting in his BMW and bitches about the valet not being fast enough.....if they are the same person then he's really fucked.

i will text shit to 4 people in a meeting at least and we will all be rolling over in our uncomfortable metal chairs before you are halfway over with your pathetic whiney share....and here is the deal with the burning desire....it is for people who want to drink, kill themselves, or kill someone else. it is not a burning desire to hear the sound of your own voice.....so always remember that when the burning deisre is taken and you start out with "well..its not really a burning desire but..." watch me go for my phone. then look around the room to see who laughs.

i could go on for days about this shit but i think i will end my little part in lifes rant with this....
i am no better or worse than anyone in AA.....i just like to think i am sometimes