guided by the great spirit.

i have to be careful.....i have been on a very short fuse lately. injecting myself with quick fixes of food and women, like i was a roman emporer with a herum and a turkey leg...taking breaks from the carnage to hustle some grapes off a vine dropped slowly over my tilted back head. screaming at the jester to amuse me.

quickly drifting away from the good energy and finding myself standing in a dark room with a locked window and a broken heater. injecting my soul with instant gratification leaving me empty and feeling abandoned. people always wonder what the difference betweens gods will and their will is....the answer is simple.....my will is a quick fix with a long painful recovery, and another black mark on the spirit....gods will is doing something that doesnt feel good right away...but in the long run is completely beneficial to the soul. in turn leading me to a healthy accomplished life.