Friday, October 9, 2009

one of the many reasons i am bothered by meetings....

spirituality is something that should'nt be bragged about....spirituality is something that is seen, not heard. people that claim to be spiritual are pretentious douchebags and should be stayed as far away from as possible.
welcome to AA where most of the girls think they are hotter than they are and most of the guys think they are tougher than they seem....where most people think helping a newcomer is saying hello if they are sitting next to them, then leaving with there friends after the meeting to go eat. spiritual "experiences" should be talked about like "i helped a bunch of newcomers and my life got better"....nobody wants to hear the grandiose story of how you didnt take the purse that was left on the counter or how you put 5 dollars in the basket cuz you were "so bad"......AA is filled with people i would only get loaded with if they had the coke...like the annoying guy that you HAD to hang out with cuz he had the good shit...no matter how much you hated him.....i walk up to a meeting and just put my head down avoiding all the douchebaggery that stands outside pretending they are cool...and wearing those stupid fucking outfits. a shirt doeant make you "hip"...it makes you look like you are trying to hard. and trust me.....we notice....and we talk about you behind your back.....

1 comment:

  1. If u are spiritual, which I can only hope u are, and if u actually conduct random acts of kindliness, which most people who claim they are spiritual don't, and u tell other people about those acts of random kindliness (mentioned in blog above) then u take the spirit out of the spirit-ual and u are left with u al... as in u all need to know how good of a person I am because I really hate myself!!! Try doing 10 selfless things for other people every day and never ever speak of it!!! Then u are at least on the road to becoming "spiritual"!!!

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